I've been in a strange funk lately, crying nearly every day. It's so sudden and unprovoked, and I don't think I've cried this hard since I was 13, when I convinced myself I would commit suicide before I turned 14. I think I honestly need time to myself to get all of it out. It seems that every time I have an emotional moment, my mother casually interrupts it and throws me off, putting me in a foul, angered mood. I'm sure I just need emotional privacy, but I know it won't pass.
I keep thinking about the situation I'm in with my father, and I feel like I'm stuck. I know what I have to do, but I'm not sure if I even want to.
I'm slowly losing friends each day.
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life is tough, we have all been in slumps, some lower than others. Although i can't tell you i know exactly what you are going through, i can say that I am here to listen if you need to talk about it.
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